SELFISH AND IRRESPONSIBLE

EVERYWHERE OF LATE THERE HAS BEEN A PLAGUE OF DESTRUCTIVE BEHAVIOR.

WHERE DID THIS BEHAVIOR BEGIN AND WHAT IS THE RESULT OF THE SELFISH AND IRRESPONSIBLE BEHAVIOR?

THERE WAS IRRESPONSIBLE AND FAMILY DAMAGING BEHAVIOR WHICH MEN WHO DRANK, DRUGGED OR PHILANDERED PERPETRATED MOSTLY BY DOING FINANCIAL DAMAGE TO THEIR DEPENDENTS.

WITHOUT MY EVER HAVING BEEN SELFISH SELFISH AND IRRESPONSIBLE, BAD BEHAVIOR BECAME A WOMAN'S RIGHT WHICH WAS DAMAGING TO ME AS A CHILD AND AS AN ADOLESCENT, DEVASTATING TO MY FINANCES AND MY MENTAL HEALTH. I DID NOT DO THIS.  

A BLACK FANTASY WITH DARK IMAGININGS THAT I WAS NEGLECTING WORK TO GAMBLE ON SUCCEEDING AT ART WRITING AND MUSIC WAS FALSELY ITERATED AGAIN AND AGAIN THOUGH I ALWAYS WORKED WHENEVER I COULD AND AT WHATEVER I COULD AS WELL. 

AS A HUSBAND, MY WIFE STATED THAT SHE DID NOT CARE IF HER ACTIONS WOULD MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE TO SUPPORT MY CHILDREN, MY HOME OWNERSHIP AND MOST IMPORTANT MY ART WRITING AND MUSIC. 

MY MOTHER WAS BACK IN MY LIFE DOING EVERYTHING SHE COULD TO DIMINISH MY FINANCES AND MY HOME OWNERSHIP AND MOST OF ALL TO CRUSH MY ART WRITING AND MUSIC BY CONSPIRING WITH MY WIFE TO GRANT HER CONTROL OVER EVERYTHING I POSSESSED AND TO FORCE ME TO BE INDEBTED TO HER OVER MY FATHER'S MONEY SHE LENT TO MY WIFE SO SHE COULD DO WHAT I DID NOT WANT HER TO DO TAT SHE COULD NOT HAVE DONE THROUGH THE CONVENTIONAL FINANCIAL SYSTEM. 

THERE WAS NO PROVISION MADE TO LEAVE ME WITH EVEN MY OWN LABOR TO USE FOR MY ART WRITING AND MUSIC PROJECT. I WAS UNPAID THOUGH I HAD TO WORK UP TO SEVENTY HOURS PER WEEK. 

I WAS CHARGED 13 3/4 % INTEREST AS WELL ON DEBTS WHICH WERE GENERATED BY MY WIFE'S IRRESPONSIBLE BEHAVIOR AND MY MOTHER BORROWED THE MONEY INTEREST FREE FROM MY RELATIVES WHO WOULD HAVE PROVIDED THE MONEY TO ME INTEREST FREE.

MY WIFE AND MY MOTHER SOUGHT TO DIMINISH ME AND BOTH OF THEM STATED THAT IN OPPOSITION TO MY OFT STATED POLICY OF NOT GETTING INTO DEBT ESPECIALLY WITH INTEREST RATES FROM 14% TO 23% THAT I WAS GOING TO BE ON PAYMENTS OR MAKE PAYMENTS.

BOTH OF THEM TRIED TO TAKE MY HOME FROM ME WITHOUT MY RECEIVING ANYTHING IN RETURN. THEY STATED THEIR INTENTION TO DO SO ALOUD AND IT WAS PSYCHOLOGICALLY DAMAGING TO ME.

MY WIFE ALSO STATED THAT SHE DID NOT CARE IF I AND MY CHILDREN ENDED UP ON THE STREET OD IN JAIL.

EVERY BIT OF DEFERENCE BY MEN TO WOMEN, EVERY COLOR OF LAW SCAM, EVERY THEFT AND LIE AND HIDING OF MY INHERITANCES FROM ME WAS USED TO NEGATIVELY IMPACT MY FINANCES, MY MENTAL WELL BEING AND MY SELF ESTEEM DURING MY ENTIRE LIFE.

I THINK THAT SELFISH AND IRRESPONSIBLE BEHAVIOR WAS INTRODUCED INTO THE FABRIC OF OUR SOCIETY AND IT GREW AND GREW INTO THE NIGHTMARE WHICH OUR WORLD IS LIVING IN TODAY.