DITZKREIG

I COULD ONLY LOSE BY FIGHTING, ESPECIALLY SEXUALLY.  WITHOUT MY TRANSGRESSING IN ANY WAY AND WHILE I WAS SPENDING EVERYTHING I HAD ON HOUSING AND CLOTHING HOUSEWARES FOR THE IMMINENT ARRIVAL OF MORE CHILDREN. I HAS WORKED FOR EIGHT MONTHS FINISHING THE FIRST HOUSE I EVER OWNED FOR THE FAMILY TO LIVE IN: MY WIFE PREEMPTIVELY STOPPED COOKING, CLEANING AND HAVING SEX.  IF IT WAS POSSIBLE I WOULD PLACATE MY WIFE BUT OFTEN THAT DID NOT WORK AS SHE COULD BE IMPLACABLE. TODAY I WAS ACCUSED OF ALWAYS FIGHTING AND SCREAMING WITH MY EX- WIFE. I FIND THAT REALLY ANGUISHING. I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO HAVE A MARRIAGE LIKE THAT AND BESIDES EXACTLY WHAT COULD I GET OUT OF MY WIFE BY ARGUING. IF SEX IS ALREADY OFF THE TABLE WHAT COULD MY WIFE POSSIBLY HAVE FOR ME. SHE HAD NO EARNINGS AND HAD A JOB TO DO. SHE HAD CHILDREN AND SHE WOULD HAVE TO DO CHILDCARE. I HAD TO WORK AND EARN MONEY TO SUPPORT THE FAMILY.

IT IS MY CONTENTION THAT WOMEN CAUSED THIS TO HAPPEN BY HAMPERING AND ISOLATING AND DEMONIZING MEN.  WHEN I HEADED OFF TO UNIVERSITY AT THE AGE OF SIXTEEN, MY MOTHER REFUSED TO PAY THE $75 PER YEAR MORE FOR THE HEAVILY SUBSIDIZED ROOM AND BOARD AT THE LORD BEAVERBROOK RESIDENCE FOR YOUNG MEN JUST OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL WITH SINGLE ROOMS, A SUPPORT STAFF AND SOCIAL ACTIVITIES FOR THE TEENAGE MEN.  INSTEAD I WAS TO SHARE A ROOM WITH A 35 YEAR OLD TRINIDADIAN IN A SPARTAN AND UNSERVICED RESIDENCE FOR OLDER AND FOREIGN STUDENTS. AT THE BEAVERBROOK, THERE WERE MEN OF MY OWN AGE TO MAKE THE FRIENDS AND CONTACTS FOR A LIFETIME WHICH ARE MADE AT UNIVERSITY. SHORTLY AFTER I WAS MARRIED MY EX-WIFE PUT SUCH A BURDEN ONTO ME THAT I WAS UNABLE TO REMAIN IN CONTACT WITH THE MANY FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES I HAS IN VANCOUVER BC. AS MY EX-WIFE WAS DIVORCING ME 12 YEARS LATER SHE ACTUALLY RAN AROUND SAYING "CUT HIM OFF FROM HIS FRIENDS, LINDON NEEDS PEOPLE". WITHOUT PROVOCATION OR MY DOING ANYTHING B