DITZKREIG

  Jumped on. September 12, 2022 I  have found myself in the third  part of "Throw Down", the prone on the ground flat part where I am jumped on. Am I getting better? Is this worse? I WAS PROBABLY "THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON" A THOUSAND TIMES BY MY MOTHER FROM AGE FOUR TO TWELVE.

WHAT IS DEEPLY PERSONALLY DISTURBING   IS THAT I DID MY MUSIC PRACTICE FROM 1966 UNTIL NOW, WITHOUT BEING PAID A NICKEL. BY THE TIME MY SISTER SAID THE HEADER QUOTE I HAD PROBABLY PRACTICED FOR 20 YEARS. I GUESS THAT JUST WASN'T ENOUGH "LOSING", EVEN THOUGH I HAD ALSO LOST THE BURR HOUSE, MY CNR JOB, MY EDUCATION AT UNB AND MY TRUST FUND.   

  LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL Saturday, September 10, 2022 ENTITLED AND BESIDES OTHER PEOPLE HAVE MORE THAN THEY DO BELIEVE IT OR NOT SOME WOMEN AND A FEW MEN HAVE ACTUALLY COLLECTED, NOT INHERITED, BUT MANIPULATED, THIS MUCH CASH, WORK FREE, OUT OF THE GOVERNMENT SUPPORT SYSTEM AND SOMETIMES EVEN MORE OUT OF HUSBANDS THROUGH DIVORCE.  $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ I had to do all the work to finish a house to get my first owned home. My ex-wife probably thought she owned it but it was burnt. As I wrestled with one impediment after another my wife was preparing to dispossess me by forcing the construction of a larger and more expensive house than I could afford and then kicking me out like her Welfare Mother friends did to their husbands.  Specifically, by law this is unlawful behavior. The spouse who does this is specifically denied any Marital Home rights or settlement. When my Wife start

ONLY ONE OUT OF THREE MEN UNDER THIRTY HAS HAD SEX IN THE LAST YEAR.  THIS, UNFORTUNATELY IS WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED DURING MY ENTIRE LIFE. NO ONE CARED AT ALL ABOUT MY REQUIREMENT TO BE ABLE TO MEET WOMEN TO HAVE SEX OR TO HAVE A LIVE-IN SEX PARTNER, AT LEAST PART TIME. MY MOTHER KEPT ME PENNILESS AND EVEN ISOLATED FROM WOMEN DURING HIGH SCHOOL AND WHEN I WENT TO UNIVERSITY SHE PLACED ME IN AN OLD FOREIGN STUDENT'S RESIDENCE INSTEAD OF WITH THE OTHER YOUNG MEN AT UNB. I REALLY HIT BOTTOM IN 1981 WHEN I HAD GOTTEN MARRIED AND MY WIFE DECLARED SHE WOULD NOT HAVE SEX. I RECONSTITUTED MYSELF TO A DEGREE WHEN I HAD A SUITE IN VICTORIA BC. MY SUITE WAS A 250 sq ft bachelor which I built. I PLANNED TO CONTINUE TO MEET WOMEN AND HAVE SEX WITH THEM IN MY SUITE AT THE ROCKCLIFFE. MY "SUITE" IS A 160 sq ft housekeeping room with a nice glass shower and a private rooftop deck.  WITH THE HELP OF POLICE AND BY-LAW, THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE COOP TRESPASSED, CAUSED ME TO COLLAPSE, AND