DITZKREIG

I HAVE PLANNED AND LEARNED ABOUT AND HUSBANDED RESOURCES, NEVER FALLING PREY TO GETTING MYSELF SOME INDULGENCE BY CONVERTING ASSETS BEING BUILT OR BEQUESTS I RECEIVED TO SOME INSTANT GRATIFICATION BY MISSPENDING OR BY GOING INTO DEBT. MY EX-WIFE BELIEVED IN SPENDING AND BORROWING TO GET WHAT SHE WANTED NOW! AND BESIDES, WHATEVER I WAS WORKING AT SHE ACTUALLY THOUGHT UP THE "OPPOSITE" AND TRIED TO MAKE THAT "OPPOSITE" HAPPEN.    MY MOTHER, SIMILARLY, WAS AGAINST ALL PROJECTS, SUCKING THE MONEY OUT OF ME AND STICKING IT IN THE BANK WHERE IT REMAINED UNTIL SHE DIED.  MOTHER KILLED MY HOTEL PURCHASE WHEN I WAS EIGHTEEN BY SEIZING AND BANKING MY TRUST FUND FROM MY PATERNAL GRANDFATHER. MOTHER AND MY SIBLINGS HAD MY WILL FROM MY UNCLE ALBERT AND I DID NOT GET HIS HOUSE AND HIS CASH HE HAD WILLED TO ME. HE NEVER GOT A THANK YOU EITHER.  MY BROTHER ANDREW AND HALF A DOZEN FEMALE RELATIVES DIVIDED UP EVERY SINGLE DOLLAR OF ALBERT'S ORIGINALLY UP TO  TWO MILLION DOLLAR ES

  A SEARCH FOR HAPPINESS: "IF I HAD WHAT LINDON HAD I WOULD BE HAPPY".     THIS REALLY DID HAPPEN, I WAS THERE. THIS IS THE INSPIRATION FOR THE MUSIC VIDEO "I AM HE", SUNG BY TRIXIE'S PAPER MACHE' SIMULACRUM. ANOTHER DITZKRIEG FRONT WAS OPENED. MY WIFE WOULD TAKE OVER EVERYTHING. "I WANT YOU ON THE STREET OR IN JAIL " SHE HISSED AT ME.  MY MOTHER HAD ALWAYS BEEN AT WAR WITH ME IN A MANNER LIKE TO A COMBINATION OF HAMAS AND THE ISRAELI'S WITH A DASH OF REVEREND MOONISM.  BETTY JOINED MOTHER'S "COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN'S CRIMINAL GANG". A MIGHTY GANG WHICH TOOK LINDON'S PROPERTY MAKING HIM PAY THEM FOR IT AND THE GANG EXTORTED HIM AND THEY HAD STOLEN HIS LEGACY.

I COULD ONLY LOSE BY FIGHTING, ESPECIALLY SEXUALLY.  WITHOUT MY TRANSGRESSING IN ANY WAY AND WHILE I WAS SPENDING EVERYTHING I HAD ON HOUSING AND CLOTHING HOUSEWARES FOR THE IMMINENT ARRIVAL OF MORE CHILDREN. I HAS WORKED FOR EIGHT MONTHS FINISHING THE FIRST HOUSE I EVER OWNED FOR THE FAMILY TO LIVE IN: MY WIFE PREEMPTIVELY STOPPED COOKING, CLEANING AND HAVING SEX.  IF IT WAS POSSIBLE I WOULD PLACATE MY WIFE BUT OFTEN THAT DID NOT WORK AS SHE COULD BE IMPLACABLE. TODAY I WAS ACCUSED OF ALWAYS FIGHTING AND SCREAMING WITH MY EX- WIFE. I FIND THAT REALLY ANGUISHING. I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO HAVE A MARRIAGE LIKE THAT AND BESIDES EXACTLY WHAT COULD I GET OUT OF MY WIFE BY ARGUING. IF SEX IS ALREADY OFF THE TABLE WHAT COULD MY WIFE POSSIBLY HAVE FOR ME. SHE HAD NO EARNINGS AND HAD A JOB TO DO. SHE HAD CHILDREN AND SHE WOULD HAVE TO DO CHILDCARE. I HAD TO WORK AND EARN MONEY TO SUPPORT THE FAMILY.

IT IS MY CONTENTION THAT WOMEN CAUSED THIS TO HAPPEN BY HAMPERING AND ISOLATING AND DEMONIZING MEN.  WHEN I HEADED OFF TO UNIVERSITY AT THE AGE OF SIXTEEN, MY MOTHER REFUSED TO PAY THE $75 PER YEAR MORE FOR THE HEAVILY SUBSIDIZED ROOM AND BOARD AT THE LORD BEAVERBROOK RESIDENCE FOR YOUNG MEN JUST OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL WITH SINGLE ROOMS, A SUPPORT STAFF AND SOCIAL ACTIVITIES FOR THE TEENAGE MEN.  INSTEAD I WAS TO SHARE A ROOM WITH A 35 YEAR OLD TRINIDADIAN IN A SPARTAN AND UNSERVICED RESIDENCE FOR OLDER AND FOREIGN STUDENTS. AT THE BEAVERBROOK, THERE WERE MEN OF MY OWN AGE TO MAKE THE FRIENDS AND CONTACTS FOR A LIFETIME WHICH ARE MADE AT UNIVERSITY. SHORTLY AFTER I WAS MARRIED MY EX-WIFE PUT SUCH A BURDEN ONTO ME THAT I WAS UNABLE TO REMAIN IN CONTACT WITH THE MANY FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATES I HAS IN VANCOUVER BC. AS MY EX-WIFE WAS DIVORCING ME 12 YEARS LATER SHE ACTUALLY RAN AROUND SAYING "CUT HIM OFF FROM HIS FRIENDS, LINDON NEEDS PEOPLE". WITHOUT PROVOCATION OR MY DOING ANYTHING B

  nearby. ONE TOOL FITS ALL APPLICATIONS OF THEIR WILL. June 06, 2023 EUREKA, I HAVE AN EMPIRICAL THOUGHT! REGARDLESS OF WHAT THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMEN'S CRIMINAL GANG WANTED ME TO DO, THAT WOULD BE MANIPULATED THROUGH CREATING UNBEARABLE STRESS. WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MY DAUGHTER REBECCA, MY GIRLFRIEND ANN AND MY AUNT ANNETTE NONE OF THE WOMEN I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE HAD TRIED TO ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING BY WORKING AND SAVING TO FINANCE THEIR OWN ASPIRATION. THE WOMEN WOULD CREATE STRESS, INVOKE INTERVENTION UNDER COLOR OF LAW AND DEFAME ME TO GET ME TO DO WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO DO. ANOTHER EXCEPTION TO THE "NON WORKING" WOMEN WAS MY MOTHER IN LAW WHO MADE TAILORED WOMEN'S CLOTHING AND EVEN WEDDING DRESSES. IN ANOTHER EXAMPLE OF HOW BADLY BEHAVED WOMEN ACTED, MY EX-WIFE REFUSED TO WEAR ANY CLOTHING MADE BY HER MOTHER. I BECOME VIRTUALLY PARALYZED FROM STRESS BEING APPLIED TO ME TO FORCE ME TO COMPLY WITH THE WISHES OF MY HARASSERS, I COLLAPSE FROM WHAT MAY BE "STIFF

  ONLY BY BEING ABLE TO RETAIN MY INHERITANCES WOULD I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO OFFSET THE FINANCIAL DEFICIT CREATED BY BEING DISABLED. OR IS IT   SHELL SHOCK LIFE   ?   DESPITE MY POVERTY I MANAGED TO HAVE A HOME NEAR VANCOUVER IN DELTA WHERE MANY PEOPLE COULD COME TO SOCIALIZE AND TO DISCUSS POLITICS AND ECONOMICS AND TO COMPOSE AND PRACTICE MUSIC WITH ME. WHAT IS UNBELIEVABLY VICIOUS WAS THE PLAN TO DISRUPT THE LIFE I HAD CREATED FOR MYSELF. MY EX WIFE DECLARED THE INTENT OF THE COLLARD FAMILY WOMAN'S CRIMINAL GANG: "YOUR WHOLE FAMILY IS IN AGREEMENT WE ARE TAKING YOU DOWN".  REALLY STRANGE AND INSANE WAS THE DECLARATION MADE BY MY EX-WIFE IN REGARD TO THE SOCIAL SCENE WHICH I HAD CREATED WHICH ALLOWED ME EVEN THOUGH I WAS CRIPPLED TO HAVE CONTACT WITH NUMEROUS PERSONS. "I HAVE TAKEN YOUR ROUND TABLE" SHE SAID "WE ARE GOING TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE A ROUND TABLE AGAIN" THIS WAS INSANE IN MANY WAYS. AS SOON AS I WAS EVICTED FROM THE BURR HOUSE THE