"YOU HAVE TO LEARN THE MEANING OF LOSING" SAID MY SISTER JOANNE TO ME.

WHAT IS DEEPLY PERSONALLY DISTURBING IS THAT I DID MY MUSIC PRACTICE FROM 1966 UNTIL NOW, WITHOUT BEING PAID A NICKEL.

BY THE TIME MY SISTER SAID THE HEADER QUOTE I HAD PROBABLY PRACTICED FOR 20 YEARS.

I GUESS THAT JUST WASN'T ENOUGH "LOSING", EVEN THOUGH I HAD ALSO LOST THE BURR HOUSE, MY CNR JOB, MY EDUCATION AT UNB AND MY TRUST FUND.