Monday, September 19, 2022

Mother dearangedest

 

Jumped on.

I  have found myself in the third  part of "Throw Down", the prone on the ground flat part where I am jumped on. Am I getting better? Is this worse?


I WAS PROBABLY "THROWN DOWN AND JUMPED ON" A THOUSAND TIMES BY MY MOTHER FROM AGE FOUR TO TWELVE.

Tuesday, September 13, 2022

"YOU HAVE TO LEARN THE MEANING OF LOSING" SAID MY SISTER JOANNE TO ME.





WHAT IS DEEPLY PERSONALLY DISTURBING IS THAT I DID MY MUSIC PRACTICE FROM 1966 UNTIL NOW, WITHOUT BEING PAID A NICKEL.


BY THE TIME MY SISTER SAID THE HEADER QUOTE I HAD PROBABLY PRACTICED FOR 20 YEARS.


I GUESS THAT JUST WASN'T ENOUGH "LOSING", EVEN THOUGH I HAD ALSO LOST THE BURR HOUSE, MY CNR JOB, MY EDUCATION AT UNB AND MY TRUST FUND.  

Saturday, September 10, 2022

WOMEN REALLY ARE THE CHAMPIONS OF MILKING OUR SOCIETY WHILE THEY REFUSE TO MAKE ANY CONTRIBUTION TO THE COMMONWEALTH AND MILKING THE FAMILY WHILE FAILING TO SUPPORT THAT VENERABLE AND ESSENTIAL SOCIETAL CONTRACT.

 

Saturday, September 10, 2022

ENTITLED AND BESIDES OTHER PEOPLE HAVE MORE THAN THEY DO

BELIEVE IT OR NOT SOME WOMEN AND A FEW MEN HAVE ACTUALLY COLLECTED, NOT INHERITED, BUT MANIPULATED, THIS MUCH CASH, WORK FREE, OUT OF THE GOVERNMENT SUPPORT SYSTEM AND SOMETIMES EVEN MORE OUT OF HUSBANDS THROUGH DIVORCE. 


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I had to do all the work to finish a house to get my first owned home. My ex-wife probably thought she owned it but it was burnt.

As I wrestled with one impediment after another my wife was preparing to dispossess me by forcing the construction of a larger and more expensive house than I could afford and then kicking me out like her Welfare Mother friends did to their husbands. 

Specifically, by law this is unlawful behavior. The spouse who does this is specifically denied any Marital Home rights or settlement.

When my Wife started this I was naive about the Police and I appealed to them and to my MLA and MP, Crown Ministers and Lawyers to help me but absolutely no one would help me.

MY EX-WIFE STARTED TO DEMAND A LARGER MORE EXPENSIVE HOUSE BY THREATENING A EVERYBODY LOSES AND SHE DOES NOT CARE DIVORCE. THIS HAD TO BE A CRIMINAL OFFENCE. SHE MOVED IN AND ORDERED ME TO LEAVE RIGHT AWAY. I HAD JUST PAID FOR THIS UNFINISHED SECOND HOUSE AND I WOULD HAVE TO FINISH IT. THE EX WOULD SEIZE IT AND SELL IT, THERE WAS A REAL ESTATE AGENT SHE HAD ASSURANCES FROM AND BETTY WANTED MONEY AND IT TURNS OUT ME  "IN JAIL OR ON THE STREET". POLICE WANTED ME IN JAIL TOO.


MY EX WIFE DODGED THE LAW BY EMPLOYING THE PREVARICATIONIST'S TRUMP CARD "HE IS VIOLENT, WOMEN ARE IN DANGER" TO POLICE.




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THERE ARE A WHOLE LOT OF PEOPLE WHO WILL MILK EVERY GOVERNMENT OR FAMILY TEAT THAT THEY CAN REACH.


I WAS BEMUSED IN THOUGHT EARLY THIS MORNING AND INTO MY SEA OF CONSCIOUSNESS THERE FLOATED THE REALIZATION THAT THOSE WHO DRAIN EVERY TEAT ALSO REFUSE TO MAKE ANY SUPPORTIVE CONTRIBUTION TO FAMILY OR GOVERNMENT OR FATHERS FOR SURE.


IT IS NOT JUST ONLY WOMEN WHO ACT LIKE THIS. THERE ARE EXPLOITATIVE MEN AND CULTURES AND AGENCIES WHERE MEN MILK THE SYSTEM AND DISPOSSESS OTHER PEOPLE OF RIGHTS AND PROPERTY AND THEIR ENTERPRISE.


THIS WEEK I AM WITNESSING THE ACTIONS OF A MAN WHO MILKED THE SYSTEM AS HARD AS HE COULD AND WILL CONTINUE TO COLLECT A SUBSIDY FROM GOVERNMENT DESPITE BEING EMPLOYED FULLY NOW AND HAVING EARNED MONEY WORKING AS MUCH AS ANYONE I KNOW WHILE REFUSING TO EVER PAY ONE DOLLAR OF INCOME TAX.

I REPORTED THIS INFORMATION AS NEW AS IT HAPPENED TO ME.

ONLY ONE OUT OF THREE MEN UNDER THIRTY HAS HAD SEX IN THE LAST YEAR. 


THIS, UNFORTUNATELY IS WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED DURING MY ENTIRE LIFE. NO ONE CARED AT ALL ABOUT MY REQUIREMENT TO BE ABLE TO MEET WOMEN TO HAVE SEX OR TO HAVE A LIVE-IN SEX PARTNER, AT LEAST PART TIME.


MY MOTHER KEPT ME PENNILESS AND EVEN ISOLATED FROM WOMEN DURING HIGH SCHOOL AND WHEN I WENT TO UNIVERSITY SHE PLACED ME IN AN OLD FOREIGN STUDENT'S RESIDENCE INSTEAD OF WITH THE OTHER YOUNG MEN AT UNB.


I REALLY HIT BOTTOM IN 1981 WHEN I HAD GOTTEN MARRIED AND MY WIFE DECLARED SHE WOULD NOT HAVE SEX.





I RECONSTITUTED MYSELF TO A DEGREE WHEN I HAD A SUITE IN VICTORIA BC. MY SUITE WAS A 250 sq ft bachelor which I built.

I PLANNED TO CONTINUE TO MEET WOMEN AND HAVE SEX WITH THEM IN MY SUITE AT THE ROCKCLIFFE. MY "SUITE" IS A 160 sq ft housekeeping room with a nice glass shower and a private rooftop deck. 





WITH THE HELP OF POLICE AND BY-LAW, THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE COOP TRESPASSED, CAUSED ME TO COLLAPSE, AND CREATED A SITUATION WHERE I WOULD GO INTO SHELL SHOCK  

(click on the shell shock banner) IF I EVEN DROVE PAST THE ROCKCLIFFE.


I HAVE NOT EVER HAD SEX AGAIN SINCE THAT WAR ON MEN AGAINST ME WAS RESTARTED BY THE ALF TOONE COOP IN 2001. 

I HAVE COLLAPSED AGAIN AND AGAIN SINCE THEN AND I HAVE NEVER GOT OVER MY SHELL SHOCK, TONIC IMMOBILITY AND VARYING DEGREES OF PARALYSIS FOR VERY LONG AND FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME, NOT AT ALL.

DEFICIT FINANCING.

I WAS NOT IN DEFICIT UNTIL MY EX-WIFE WITH HER FLAGRANT DEFICIT FINANCING TOOK OVER AND BEFORE SHE WAS THROUGH I OWED MORE THAN I HAD EARNED...