I REMEMBER, EVERY TIME I HAD SOMETHING THE WOMEN SURGED IN, IF I WAS, AS NOW, ISOLATED AND HAVING A VERY HARD TIME JUST GETTING GROCERIES IN, NEVER MIND ANY RECREATION; THE FAMILY IS RECEDED LIKE AN ULTRA LOW TIDE.

 

LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL

Friday, July 29, 2022

PULL ME IN, SUCK ME DRY AND SPIT ME OUT, RIGHT

I RECALL THAT IF I HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO PURSUE MY INTERESTS AND TO KEEP THE MONEY MY RELATIVES GAVE TO ME AS A CHILD I WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST FINE AND IF I HAD GOTTEN MY UNCLE ALBERT'S HOUSE AND HIS MONEY AS I WAS WILLED THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN FREE TO DO MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC.

I WANTED TO PURSUE MY ART. IF I GOT THE MONEY I WAS GIVEN, I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TO PUT ALL THOSE HOURS INTO WORKING NOT AT  MY ART. 

ONE MIGHT SAY, SO WHAT.

UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE ENDED UP ISOLATED FROM MY ACQUAINTANCES AND IN ADDITION I HAVE DE FACTO BEEN KICKED OUT OF MY FAMILY BY WOMEN WHO MARRIED INTO THE COLLARD FAMILY AGAIN. ALL OF THE WOMEN WERE RIGHT THERE FAMILYING IT UP WHEN I WAS TO INHERIT MONEY OR HAD A TRUST FUND OR A BANK ACCOUNT.