I REMEMBER, EVERY TIME I HAD SOMETHING THE WOMEN SURGED IN, IF I WAS, AS NOW, ISOLATED AND HAVING A VERY HARD TIME JUST GETTING GROCERIES IN, NEVER MIND ANY RECREATION; THE FAMILY IS RECEDED LIKE AN ULTRA LOW TIDE.

 

LINDON COLLARD TOTAL RECALL

Friday, July 29, 2022

PULL ME IN, SUCK ME DRY AND SPIT ME OUT, RIGHT

I RECALL THAT IF I HAD BEEN ALLOWED TO PURSUE MY INTERESTS AND TO KEEP THE MONEY MY RELATIVES GAVE TO ME AS A CHILD I WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST FINE AND IF I HAD GOTTEN MY UNCLE ALBERT'S HOUSE AND HIS MONEY AS I WAS WILLED THAT I WOULD HAVE BEEN FREE TO DO MY ART, WRITING AND MUSIC.

I WANTED TO PURSUE MY ART. IF I GOT THE MONEY I WAS GIVEN, I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TO PUT ALL THOSE HOURS INTO WORKING NOT AT  MY ART. 

ONE MIGHT SAY, SO WHAT.

UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE ENDED UP ISOLATED FROM MY ACQUAINTANCES AND IN ADDITION I HAVE DE FACTO BEEN KICKED OUT OF MY FAMILY BY WOMEN WHO MARRIED INTO THE COLLARD FAMILY AGAIN. ALL OF THE WOMEN WERE RIGHT THERE FAMILYING IT UP WHEN I WAS TO INHERIT MONEY OR HAD A TRUST FUND OR A BANK ACCOUNT.

ONCE AGAIN, PEOPLE ARE GRUMBLING ABOUT GOVERNMENT AND THE ECONOMIC SYSTEM

THE NEXT GENERATION INFORMS ME THAT A CHANGE IN GOVERNMENT IS NECESSARY AND THAT THEY BELIEVE THE ECONOMIC POWERS THAT BE ARE  IMPOVERISHING EVERYONE AND ATTEMPTING TO CONTROL EVERYONE. *

THAT WAS THE SAME FEELING ABOUT WRONGFUL ECONOMIC EXPLOITATION AND POLITICAL DISENFRANCHISEMENT WHICH HAD LED MANY OF US TO ERRONEOUSLY BELIEVE THAT WE COULD DETACH OURSELVES TO SOME DEGREE FROM THIS SYSTEM AND LIVE MORE INDEPENDENTLY.

AS SOON AS I SET THIS UP AS MUCH AS I COULD AT THE ORIGINAL HOUSE AT OTTER POINT IN 1980 THE REDNECKS BURNT IT UP ALONG WITH ALL OF MY FAMILY HOUSEHOLD GOODS  AND ALL OF MY POSSESSIONS, INCLUDING MUSICAL AND JEWELRY MANUFACTURING EQUIPMENT AND INVENTORIES.

AS SOON AS I HAD RECREATED THE SHELL OF WHAT I HAD BEFORE THE EX-WIFE DRAGGED ME BACK EVEN MORE DEEPLY INTO FINANCIAL CONTROL AND POLITICAL DISENFRANCHISEMENT BY STARTING AN ENDLESS CYCLE OF PREDATORY DIVORCE SCAMS.

MY EX-WIFE AND HER LAWYER AND THE POLICE DRAGGED ME BACK! 

 

*Footnote:

I WILL BE DAMNED IF THAT IS NOT BASICALLY WHAT I SAID TO MY FATHER FIFTY YEARS AGO. I WAS A BIT MORE SPECIFIC. I BLAMED THE THEFT OF MY TRUST FUND, FROM MY PATERNAL GRANDFATHER, STOLEN BY MY MOTHER.

I BLAMED THE DAMNED CLERKS AND THE SKULGEROUS LAWYERS WHO HAD, AS THEY PULLED OUT ALL THE STOPS TO DENY ME COMPENSATION FOR THE LOSS OF MY LIVELIHOOD DESTROYED MY EDUCATIONAL QUALIFICATION AND MY EMPLOYMENT AND MY REPUTATION.

HANDLE WITH CARE

WHEN I JOINED THE CNR THESE WERE 

OUR COLOURS. 

ALL OF US WHO WORKED AS I DID, IN SEVERAL  DEPARTMENTS, AT THE CANADIAN NATIONAL RAILROAD ASSIDUOUSLY PURSUED THE SAME GOAL, WHICH WAS TO MAKE SURE EVERY PERSON AND ITEM WE TRANSPORTED ARRIVED INTACT AND WHERE AND WHEN THE CUSTOMER HAD REQUIRED OUR SERVICE TO THE CANADIAN PEOPLE.

WE KNEW THAT OTHER PEOPLE'S PROJECTS AND SAFETY COULD NOT BE JEOPARDIZED WHILE WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE VEHICLE AND WE WERE IN CHARGE OF THE LOAD AND WE WERE CHARGE OF THE ROAD AND THE BRIDGES AS WELL, IN DIFFERENT DEPARTMENTS I WORKED IN. 

WHEN WOMEN TOOK CONTROL THROUGHOUT MY LIFE, MY PROJECTS AND MY NEEDS AND ASPIRATIONS WERE NOT ONLY NOT ALLOWED TO PASS THEIR CONTROL BUT MY PROJECTS  WERE DELIBERATELY AND WILLFULLY DESTROYED. 

WHEN I INHERITED MONEY, I WAS SIMPLY BLINDSIDED, I WAS NOT THERE, MOTHER STOLE MY DOCUMENTS AND I ENDED UP LOSING SEVERAL INHERITANCES WHICH EVERYONE KNEW I WOULD USE TO ADVANCE MY ART MUSIC AND WRITING.

LATER I OWNED MY OWN PROPERTY BUT I COULD NEVER DO ANYTHING WHICH WOULD JEOPARDIZE THE SAFETY AND SUPPORT OF MY CHILDREN, JUST LIKE AT THE CNR WHERE WE HAD TO MAKE SURE EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING AND ALL THEIR PLANS WERE SUPPORTED AND KEPT SAFE ON THE CNR . 

AS A FAMILY MAN I WAS LIMITED IN MY MANEUVERABILITY. 

I COULD NOT SELL OUT AND LEAVE TOWN WITH MY ASSETS WHEN MY WIFE STARTED MY EXTORTION THROUGH THREATENING MY DESTRUCTION BY A DIVORCE ACTION AFTER ONLY EIGHTEEN MONTHS OF MARRIAGE WITH ONE CHILD AND ANOTHER ON THE WAY AS MY WIFE HAD DESIRED AND "NEEDED". 

 

WOMEN TOOK CONTROL OF EVERY SINGLE THING

WHAT EXACTLY DID THEY HAVE IN MIND?

WAS THERE A LONG TERM PLAN?

WERE THE "CONTROLLED" TO BENEFIT? 

MY IMPERATIVES AND MY ASPIRATIONS WERE NOT TO BE ACCOMMODATED UNDER WOMEN'S CONTROL.

NOTHING WAS SET ASIDE FOR ME TO CONTINUE DOING THAT WHICH I WHOLLY OWNED.

MY PLANS, FULLY FINANCED AND NOT REQUIRING THE WOMAN WHO INVOLVED HERSELF IN MY AFFAIRS IN ANY WAY ANY TIME THIS HAPPENED, MY PLANS, WERE DEMONIZED AND I WAS ABSURDLY AND IN DIRECT OPPOSITION TO WHAT I WAS DOING TO ADVANCE MY PROJECT DECLARED TO BE IRRESPONSIBLE OR DANGEROUS OR EVEN INSANE.

THERE IS ANOTHER MISCHIEVOUS AND DESTRUCTIVE POLICY OF "WOMEN IN CONTROL", A CANARD WHICH HAS A  COUNTERRATIONAL ACCEPTANCE IN OUR SOCIETY AND OUR CULTURE:

ANYTHING WOMEN WOULD DEEM TO BE JUST FUN, FOR MEN IN PARTICULAR, OR EVEN ANYTHING THEY THOUGHT WAS UNNECESSARY OR WHICH WOULD NOT PROFIT THEM OR WHICH WOULD WASTE VALUABLE 'HUSBAND WORK FOR THEM' TIME WAS TO BE PROHIBITED SOME HOW, COME HELL, HIGH WATER OR,YES DIVORCE WOULD FIX THAT HAPPY MAN.

WHAT ABOUT CALLING THE POLICE!!! 

POLICE HAVE "ONLY BAD DREAMS" TOO.

WHAT DID THE CONTROLLING WOMEN FROM MY MOTHER THROUGH THE WIFE TO THE WOMEN OF THE ALF TOONE CORPORATION WANT? WHAT DO THEY WANT THAT IS NOT JUST A NEGATION, A REMOVAL, A WITHDRAW, AN END?

WHAT DO YOU WANT YOU FUCKING MORONS? 

SPELL OUT WHAT YOU WANT.

MY MOTHER WOULD PHYSICALLY ATTACK ME IF SHE THOUGHT I WAS HAVING FUN. MY EX-WIFE SAID "I AM GOING TO WIPE THE SMILE OFF YOUR FACE" HER LAWYER HAD TAUGHT HER HOW TO USE POLICE SHE BOASTED.

I KNOW YOU PROBABLY DO NOT SEE IT MY WAY BUT THE SOURPUSS WOMEN AND THEIR POOKIEMAN HELPERS MUST BE PUNISHED TO THE FULL EXTENT OF THE LAW. 

I DO NOT EVER FORGIVE. 

THAT IS A RIDICULOUS RELIGIOSITY, NOT THE LAW.